Everytime I pray these days, tears won't stop falling from my eyes. It's now less than a week and I'll be leaving our province to work in Makati. I've always known I'm bad at saying goodbye and I prepared myself for it pero di pa nga ko nagpapaalam kay Felman, umiiyak na ko. Pano pa kaya pag talagang aalis na ko? He said he will visit me there every other week. That's so good to hear, but I'm really not used to not seeing him everyday. I'm sure I'll miss him very much. Just this evening when I prayed, I said to Him... "paki ingatan na lang po si Felman. Wala na po ako sa tabi nya para gisingin sya pag inaantok na sya habang nagmamaneho. Paki kalabit Nyo na lang po sya." Now, it makes me laugh. Hahaha! Oh, how I wish we can be together all the time... I'll make sure to buy a cellphone as soon as I can so I can contact him everyday.
What gift do you think should I give to him on his birthday? On May 12, he will be a year older and I feel guilty that I won't be here to celebrate it with him. Babawi na lang ako sa regalo. hehehe...
