It's okay to let go, Kristine.
This is my mantra now. I will keep repeating this to myself until I get used to it and it becomes a natural process for me.
It's time to let go. Yes, it is. When this is the very obvious choice that I have to make. When this is the only right thing to do. When this is the only option I haven't chosen, yet. Yes, I've reached the end and I am laying everything down, silently keeping away everything, knowing that I will just continue to fail and lose if I go on. So I am hanging my armor up, finally, for good, because this battle will never be won.
Yes, with a grave, silent, and heavy heart, I am learning to accept that not all battles can really be won, and not everything is a battle to fight. I must learn to say no right from the start when I know that it is something that I will never win.
This caused me despair. It caused me pain more than I thought I could endure. It caused me to change my course in life. At the same time, this battle taught me to take that step even when I fear that it will bring me suffering, because I have to, because I need to. Just a little dose of bravery is all I need. Maybe that can come from self-love, from self-worth, from dignity.
Thank you for the life lessons I was taught. From now on, I will choose my battles wisely.
The wound in my heart is still open and bleeding profusely, but in time, it will also heal. Yes, in God's time.
My dear Lord, please teach me to be brave.
This is my mantra now. I will keep repeating this to myself until I get used to it and it becomes a natural process for me.
It's time to let go. Yes, it is. When this is the very obvious choice that I have to make. When this is the only right thing to do. When this is the only option I haven't chosen, yet. Yes, I've reached the end and I am laying everything down, silently keeping away everything, knowing that I will just continue to fail and lose if I go on. So I am hanging my armor up, finally, for good, because this battle will never be won.
Yes, with a grave, silent, and heavy heart, I am learning to accept that not all battles can really be won, and not everything is a battle to fight. I must learn to say no right from the start when I know that it is something that I will never win.
This caused me despair. It caused me pain more than I thought I could endure. It caused me to change my course in life. At the same time, this battle taught me to take that step even when I fear that it will bring me suffering, because I have to, because I need to. Just a little dose of bravery is all I need. Maybe that can come from self-love, from self-worth, from dignity.
Thank you for the life lessons I was taught. From now on, I will choose my battles wisely.
The wound in my heart is still open and bleeding profusely, but in time, it will also heal. Yes, in God's time.
My dear Lord, please teach me to be brave.
